I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face
Gathering the emotions building inside of me
One thought of commitment one thought of faith
How much I love you how much I feel your pain

All the memories of our short togetherness
Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside
I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong
For what a difficult time it seemed

After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time
I feel so lost to loose you right now

These were my thought what I had that time
How I had thought it would be so wrong
How it seems to be so right after all
Better as I am after the horror of my dreams

Thinking if I really had to leave u
Did I really have to make that sacrifice?
Stepping on my emotions
Choosing loneliness after all that happiness.



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Roll the dice again
for nothing more than less.
Go ahead and take a turn
for a second chance at happiness.

Maybe we'll win this time,
it could be our lucky day.
To make this life worthwhile,
to make things go our way.

End up with a number,
go on and take those steps.
Walk on to a new beginning,
forgive and pay your debts.

Take a chance on love,
you never know what you may get.
Evin if you play the wrong card,
you can pick another from the deck.

Life is like a game,
play along cause it's your call.
The only way you truly lose
is if you don't try to play at all ..



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Even though u have your times
Times were u r negative
Times were u doubt
Times when u say stuff u don't mean to say
Don't cry

I will always be there for u
I may get mad
But not for long
I never can be mad at some1 as amazing as u
Don't cry

I'm sorry for getting upset with u
During those times
I will always be by your side
Don't cry

I need you like the wolf needs the moon to guide it threw the night
Without the moon
The wolf would be lost
Blind
No where to go
Don't cry

The moon may eclipse on the wolf
But the wolf will wait it out n stay strong
We may have our eclipse like the wolf
That eclipse only last for so long
Just remember when that moon comes back
I will be there waiting for u to make it full again
Don't cry !



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You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
Just to hold you close
To feel your loving embrace
Makes me smile and feel loved inside
You have my heart and shall keep it forever
You have the password to my soul
You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole

I love you with all my heart
Words cannot describe how i feel
To be apart from you for just a short time
Tears away at me inside
But as soon as i see your beautiful face
And just have one bittersweet kiss
The pain inside me vanishes and is no more

I feel you are my one true love
My reason to live on
Without you I would break
Just shatter into pieces
And float away in the wind
You are the reason that i wake each day
So I hope and pray that you will stay..



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I can't take this anymore
what is the point?
everytime a get close to you
you walk away and take no blame

its all your fault a feel this way
there's nothing left to do or say
i loved you with all my heart
but you just tore me apart

ive never felt this way
every about someone
i just feel like walking
and taking the gun

put it striaght to my head
hopefully end up dead
but im not letting you win
this is all just a sin

you've taken my soul
but soon again a will be whole
to love my life once more
i can now walk out the door

i'll just put you in the past
i should of known it wouldn't last
but at least now im free
i can live life happily ...



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I hold it true, whate’er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
’Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.



i love that verse..i very much believe what tennyson said when he wrote that...
"I hold it true, whate’er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
’Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all."
he is saying that he will have no regrets, because he dared to love. he won't just be sitting there, thinking over what could have been...he decided to take a risk...because love is worth risking everything for. i love this quote by erica jong, it pretty much sums everything up..

"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything that it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more."

i have not been in a relationship yet myself, but i trust that God has someone out there for me.

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I will not give up my own self
Just to be with you
I will not be glad just to do
What I'm told to do
I'm not meant to be your property
No, I belong I me
If I want to reach for the stars
You can't hold me back
I want to take chances
Far off from the beaten track
Don't force me to be what I can't be
I belong to me.....



If you try to tame me
I will not obey
I'd rather leave you alone
If you try to change me
I must break away
To be what I am on my own

I'm freezing, I'm burning
I live without compromise
I'm growing, I'm learning
I'm ready to pay the price
I know it's not easy to be free
But I belong to me

I hate to be burdened
With duties that I despise
You know I can't stand
To be watched by a thousand eyes
I flee from the crowd in agony
I just belong to me

If you want to keep me
Don't hold me so tight
I can't give my life for your love
If you want to break me
I'll not even fight
I'll just fly away like a dove

I'm here when you need me
I live and I die with you
I'll share all your troubles
I'll laugh and I'll cry with you
You can blame me and bless me
But you cannot possess me
'Cause I belong to me

I don't want to become obedient,
tamed and well mannered
I don't want to be modest,
popular and deceived
I am not your possession
I want to look down from a rope (?)
at the world
I want to go on the ice and see for myself
how long it will hold me
What is it to you what I risk?
I only belong to me!

If you want to lecture me
then you will force me
to escape the tiresome duty
If you want to convert me
I will break free and fly.
Like a bird into the light.
And if I want the stars,
then I will find myself a way to them
I will grow and learn
and will still be the person I am.
I want it all before I am lost.
Because I only belong to me.

I don't want to be pressured
with questions and wishes and
From head to feet be looked at by curious eyes
I get defensive
when I feel strange eyes on me because
I only belong to me
And if you want to be with me,
then don't tie me down
I won't give up my freedom
and if you want to tie me down
I will leave your nest and
dive like a bird into the ocean.
I am waiting for my friends and look for comfort.
I share the joy and I share the sadness
But don't demand my life that I can't give to you
because I only belong to me!

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